Face Down (US) - Acceptance

Awaken and I feel sick
Like butterflies dying in my stomach
Now I cannot sleep
The visions creep behind my stare
Giving me the reality
Of dying in a nightmare
Don`t say that it doesn`t mean anything
Don`t say you can`t die in your dreams
I`m running through a familiar hall
The nameless overwhelming
They keep pushing me they`re pulling me apart
What I think what I feel what I say
Well it doesn`t seem to make a difference to anyone but me
You can`t imagine what I see when I dream
It`s a wonder that I have not been locked away
I don`t know why I care who can say
Does a little part of me die every night I close my eyes
I shut my eyes and dream
Don`t look right don`t talk right why are you not right
Don`t dress right don`t walk right I`ll show you the light
I wanna be your friend I`m gonna help you blend
Into an All-American
Clean you up real good like you know I should
You`ll never be yourself again!"
Now I know what they mean when they say
That resistance is a lesson in futility
They can grab they can pull they can break
To prove they`re strong but I will awake and realize they were wrong
So wrong about me